On February 8, 2019, Bonnie or BoJenn experienced an unusual and unexpected near death experience or NDE.
The NDE left her with an inability to understand or comprehend as she once did. She suffered from anoxia or anoxic brain damage.
Art became her communication channel to see or understand what she saw during her afterlife experience.
Bonnie wants to share her experiences in art with you.
Question was asked, “will you explain how this picture works with your near death experience.”
“Yes, but it would take a while.”
This part took place in space as you can see in the picture.
It starts with The Beginning of Time, The Big Bang; however, I wasn’t shown the Big Bang, but assumed that we began somewhere. So, in my art class, the paintings began with the color of grace, and I chose golds and whites, and The Big Bang.
I’m not sure that I believe there ever was one start or a big bang. I don’t know what happened, and I can’t assume. I just don’t know.
From the beginning of my experience, I started human life form during The Sumerian period, so I was shown in my ND. However, before that time on Earth, I was part of, or found kinship with Sekhmet. She is in my painting. Sekhmet is The Urmah.
Thoth was sitting on the center seat of my NDE hearing. Whether it was a life review or a hearing, I don’t know. But, Thoth was seated in the middle of the 5 ETs that were present. This is where I asked them if mankind was (artificially insinuated) by them. Did they create humans, and their answer was “yes.”
During my NDE, my guide and I went to the pyramids in Egypt, Central America, and Mexico. They made me very happy. My guide knew seeing them would bring me great joy. That it did. So, you see the great pyramid in Egypt in my painting.
The cosmos is there, and the Nebula, that are The Elohim, are also present.
To represent Earth, there is a butterfly, and 2 whales 🐋 jumping in the waters.
There are constellations that I am influenced by throughout the picture.
And there’s a little more, but that’s the basics of my art.”
“David, I wrote this today for Sacred Segments, after my walk at the park. I think it’s relevant to Thoth and my explanation to you.
“I’m going to take up where we left off on Thoth a couple of days ago.
It was during my near death experience trip to the afterlife, while I was in a spaceship outside Orions Belt, that I was put before 5 “alien” or ET beings. The one in the center was a bird like being and was blue color. I write this in my book.
It wasn’t until recently that I came to the knowledge and realization the bird like being was Thoth or a Thoth. I’m not sure if there is only one, or numerous other Thoth’s.
In my art class, where we paint our goddess of the cosmos, I included Thoth. I don’t know why, but I did. Since I drew his picture and painted it, he has come to life within my dreams. He is powerfully dynamic and incredibly strong.
Thoth is the one who can understands all mathematics and brought it to our universe. He is the magician of everything and uses his mathematical knowledge to create anything that needs power of movement’s.
It was during my NDE that I was shown the mathematical equations that hold the universe together. In a Matrix, yes, a web of mathematical formulas and magical equations (magnetics) that hold us together.
It was Thoth who must have showed me as I asked to see.
There is no timeline or time in the afterlife, but I don’t think everything happens at once. It’s not chaotic there, but is slow and peaceful. I think we are in a bubble and when we want to be somewhere or place or time, we simply hold ourselves in the bubble at the very moment or moments that we choose. It slows down and we live our lives within the bubbles slow d down moments.
Thoth is the god or super power who is the magician over the numbers. He has knowledge and he gives it to those who are interested.
So after my NDE, I’ve asked to learn more about numbers. After my NDE, I had to go through 2.5 years of rehabs for my brain (speech therapy), legs (PT/OT), and have neurological testing done on occasion. But, I pressed onward, went to classes for herbal medicine and gained a certificate, and asked the universe for more knowledge. Funny, last summer 2022, my neurological testing stated that my mind was functioning way way below normal. “How and why are you here? Why are you speaking?” So the neurologist asked. I responded with “I don’t know why, but I don’t stop trying to learn or fight for what I see that needs improvement or care.” Honestly, I tested in “the retarded area” and I’m not ashamed to tell you because, I don’t believe that. Thoth is with me, and visited me regularly as I slept simply filling my mind with mathematics.
Last night was another incredible night spent with Thoth. He is so powerful, and in my female human form and mind, I felt attracted to him. But, I can assure you he is not a seductive being. It’s just his power is over the top and it’s a turn on for me! I felt the need to clear him of my thoughts and reassure others that he is Thoth and absolutely powerful, but he is not a seductive sexual predator of any kind. I was the problem as his knowledge is charismatic.
Last night was another night of being shown geometric images and patterns.
Later, I went to the park this morning and saw one of his patterns in turquoise and circled in light pinks. I didn’t know what it means, but I’ve seen the pattern before. I painted it on our zoom meeting picture when I got home from walking this morning.
Anyway, I know Alexis at Sacred Segments has also had a meeting or two with Thoth on dreams. I’d love to hear yours or anyone else’s experiences.
Thanks for reading 📖
🐿️ feeding the squirrels this morning.”
Lololol… I’ve had people complain that my NDE was/is as they wanted (to hear), or not religious enough for them. Why is it we want people to change their beliefs for our benefits. Do you realize how small that is? Wouldn’t the world be boring if we had the same boring story? No, you don’t have to be like me, and no, I don’t have to think like you. We are free. Please, set me free to be me, as well.
I’m rambling now. But having the gifts of freedom is truly marvelous.
Geez, must we all be exactly a like?
The development of this picture included the following paintings.
Mimsi Flowers and Notions 